Two rounds for time of: 10 bar muscle ups, 20 bar-facing burpees, 30 deadlifts at 155 lbs, and 40 wallballs at 20 lbs.
No problem, I tell myself.
Until I begin.
I haven’t done bar muscle ups since the Granite Games, and they sucked. It took 3 minutes just to finish the 10.
After that, the mental game began as I wondered why.
The second round of bar muscles up I slipped because my hands were so sweaty. My scar tissue is acting up so my finger is swollen, making my grip on the bar sketchy.
I need help, I thought, as I banged my chest once again on the way up, producing lovely bruises later.
I understand the ebbs and flows of CrossFit. However, it doesn’t make it any easier.
The Mental Game of CrossFit
When frustration sets in, it’s easy to
give in. To not care. To let the workout win. This is what will fortify the brain: pushing through even when you don’t want to and all you want to do is quit.
It’s normal to feel this way when you try so hard and still can’t get it. Or if you get it, it sucks.
Know when to reign it in.
For me, I’ve been pushing hard. Really hard. My mental game broke today, and it took everything I had just to finish–one rep at a time.
But finish I did.
And tomorrow is a new day to try again.